echo of my heart

i hear the echo of your footprints as they depart
they thump like heavy thuds vibrating in my heart
pounding against the chambers where we once 
danced our souls to touch with passionate salience
then loved till we were soaked in our tears of desire
now our love has smothered and killed the fire
memories now locked in my oceanic body deep
in times of sorrow they seep out to escape and weep
those tears now flooding a healing balm of rain
that ease my lonely heart clouded with pain
god cuddles those clouds to rest me in his love
then safely delivers me back to self love
tanya gwizdalla 30th june 2011

her textural rising

im thrust in the the eye of the storm, willingly led
thrashed against my now tattered edges, dangling by a thread
in the heavy downpour i am blissfully drenched
god cleansing my soul to be quenched
lightening strikes to awaken the sleeping snake
she whips thru my soul like a hurricane with a lust that takes
she snips at the knots in her pathway
she can be wild fearless and free
i abandon all i run too for safety
she shows no mercy with my earthly form
she soars where the sun urgently waits to break the storm
to gleam a blinding light
to reflect deep insight
its like nothing I will ever know
everything i am will show
in my surrender to her claiming
she softens her whip to a gentle taming
her touch now soft sensual silk
her storm calms to feel like warm milk
i float in her wide river of timelessness
my energy body flowing in its fullness
she will return again
there will be no end
to how she rises in natures fury
no jury
for truth
tanya gwizdalla june 29th 2011

every breath

in every breath i am dying
my world feels like its lying
my life begs for you to steal
all that is not real 
truth pierces me to the other side
where only love resides
a place where all my lives are one
nothing needs to be done
i welcome this taste of death
you inhale my life with your breath
it coats my flesh like new birth
a layer of skin peels to bring forth
what i grasp like a grateful beggar
in this death i make you a pledger
to surrender to your love
tanya gwizdalla june 2011

heart journey

my heart is whole yet heavy 
my body wired yet weary
im struggling in this place
with your heart upon my face
i keep resisting
you keep persisting
im running from you in stillness
you catch me in my blindness
to cleanse the fear in my eyes
to show me all in life is a prize
you pierce my heart with light
shadow engulfed by love dissolves
heaviness flees and absolves
tanya gwizdalla june 28 2011

shiver naked

illusions shiver naked to fall away
as i narrate the story of my life today
the heat of truth embraces my soul
like a lost lover found that my mind stole
i many times sold my soul to a thousand lies
i enter new doors and my heart cries
you hold the mirror before me the light shines
in the cracks of despair and darkness to realign
my soul to a love thats beyond my minds perception
i thank you for your divine interception
your always the voice in my heart strong
why did i close the door for so long
freedom floods my veins to ruby red
rich is my life and we fly ahead
i love you
tanya gwizdalla june 28 2011

truth

truth leaves me 
to land in your heart
the lies lie weary
and you turn away
you bury it deep
it will rise and seep
in every breath you take
you cannot escape
from what you know
ill be your shadow
that moves in silence
the music of my voice
will deafen your cries
the beggar in your eyes
pleads my heart
like lovers torn apart
I am forever patient
in this pregnant moment
for you to grab truth
by the throat
to speak your life
tanya gwizdalla june 2011

moon goddess

the moon is full
she feels the pull
her egg ripening
senses heightening
silken skin luminous
his entrance ominous
her scent travels
his heart unravels
open to capture
in divine nature
tanya gwizdalla june 2011

god has bitten

live life from your heart
go where the words
speak the loudest in silence
god sends voice to impart
as your inner passwords
floating in your essence
from your very first breath
it is divinely written
let old fall to its death
god has bitten
into your heart
from the start
of your life
tanya gwizdalla june 2011

inked with love

gods hands inked with loves print
words stained with a blood vein tint
i only have to close my eyes
to see letters of love that engage
my hearts blank page
each word stamped indelible
every word written infallible
wisdom engraved upon my soul
tanya gwizdalla june 2011

patterns

breaking patterns
like shattering glass
showers thirsty tears
releasing fears
her heart churns 
and pulses to pass
thru a kaleidoscope that turns
new colours shape
to paint the soul
there is no escape
from love
tanya gwizdalla june 2010

naked and hungry

i stand before you naked and hungry
my soul speaks honest words humbly 
you wrap your blanket of love tenderly
over my weeping skin that is yearning
your whispery touch create an appetency
that unlocks a place of magical secrecy
you illuminate the dark with mastery
i embrace the quiet emptiness lovingly
i am wealthy with your love eternally
always within i find you waiting patiently
to bring me home safely
to love
tanya gwizdalla june 2011

in union

i undress my soul 
in vulnerability i weep
my tears ointment
i feel warmth seep
gods anoinment
he draws me closer
silk bound in union
i divinely alter
conscious communion
dressed and whole

tanya gwizdalla june 2011

earths love

I feel the gossamer whisper of the wind 
your breath blushes a soft pink to my skin
the sun warms the delicate hair that raises 
to meet your golden touch that blazes
a trail of heat that burns the secrets
that i keep safe in the dark of night that covets
a place where the moon holds them for tomorrow
her heart glows a wise light upon the shadow
she sends the rain that falls like glowing snowflakes
that ice the textural tones of my heartbreaks
the clouds hug the sky to smother me with joy
the earths elements silently speak to say enjoy
all that is to be is love
tanya gwizdalla june 2011

bite of love

dont just take a bite of love from my lips

or ill close the door to darken to eclipse

enter my heart that holds the universe

travel with all of me so we can immerse

in all that we can be and so much more 

peel away those layers to feel amour

ill curl up the edges so your heart dives in 

you will discover i am everywoman within

embrace and devour all my senses 

its how youll break down all my defences

my hearts fire is always burning soft embers

that flicker to fire as it remembers

our eternal home

tanya gwizdalla june 2011

soup of love

my heart stirs the soup of my emotions

each ingredient lovingly immersed 

into the pot of our loves potion

every tear that falls is dispersed

soon to be devoured

the wafting of aromas 

whisper scented words once soured

now become a divine ambrosia 

that floats the language

i cannot speak in voice

it finds a passage

for our hearts to rejoice

tanya gwizdalla

soul tapestry

as we weave our lives together 
every thread is knitting 
our hearts intrinsically closer,
each colour of our souls entwining
us with an intelligent mystery
creating a magical tapestry
where unique patterns are formed
yet its a journey where our
patterning can be transformed
by new threads weaving in
our lives with a mastery
that often eludes our mind
but is sewn in our hearts sagely
tanya gwizdalla
june 2011

from her womb

goddess bleeds from her womb
encased with her fears 
those rich ruby tears
that fall like precious jewels 
from her sacred tomb
to nourish mother earth
fertilizing the soil to a new birth
a divine cyclic rhythm of the moon
wise is she to rest in her cocoon
harmonizing her energy to realign
she is the earth
she gives birth
to everything
tanya gwizdalla