never too far

Love can never take you too far
go from here to the furtherest star
can u ruffle your feathers to fly
spread your wings of wonder and cry
let go of your deepest fears
that have hidden deep for years
let the wind drink your tears
feel the freedom of release
let love unfold the crease
that distorts your self thats true
move to the moon each night to pray
soar to the sun to shine each day
i will meet you there
everywhere

hearts table

if your hearts open
i will meet you there
just pull out the chair
and we can share
lets pour us in the cup
in our love we rise up
love is the food on the plate
dont leave it till its too late
chew it all  leave not a crumb
we sublimely succumb
to the banquet god is gifting
feeding our hunger in our shifting
closer to our inner core
forever yearning more
love

fragile leaves

as fragile leaves fall 

from the branches of my life 

i say farewell to the gift given

with the cut of a knife

they hit the earths floor

firmly forming a new path

i barely take a breath 

god gifts me yet again 

he hears my silent whispers

that are captured in the 

gossamer gush of wind 

that falls upon him 

like a sheer soft veil 

laced with my call

of loves deepest yearning

new life

the air I breath is lustrously laden with our vibration

immersing in potent pleasure of this new creation 

my outer skin sheds the dust of yesterday

my inner skin pushes through to reach for you

and embraces the new formation of this day

our footsteps firmly pressing the earths floor 

walking our souls through a divine door

where we take the gift of life by the hand

together we explore this new land

dark to light

In a glorious moment of desperation
I begged and called for your intervention
You flooded my entire being
with your gush of golden light
yet you were no where in sight
drowning me in intuitive inspiration
gifting me with  a  creative  vision
arming me with unwavering conviction
you thrust me deeper to my true self
by disintegrating the illusions
that created the confusions
i opened 
i received 
your gift
gratitude

magic breath

I breathe in life with you the sun
who envelopes me in a caul of gold
I hold in the space between where
I rise to the relevant richness of I
I breathe out death  with you the
silver glow of the moon
I hold in the space between where
I fall into the fertile fullness of I
I expand into an explosion
of potent possibilities
i contract into a cocoon
of cosmic contentment
each magic moment momentous

bliss death

its starts so tender

god is the sender

of your flurry of fire

full of devotional desire

i close the doors to my mind

to a place i cannot find

the doors are flung wide

to my  open heart

you dive in me deep 

to a place we keep

i melt in your breath

we merge in bliss death

in a timeless place

only love can taste

rafael

Rafael
god collects the tears from the well of my heart
with the fullness of his devotion to me
he carries them to the windows of my soul
they trickle down my cheeks and fall on your
precious new skin delivered to this world
your honest eyes glance thru me 
showing me the gift of your soul 
i cried those tears of sadness god delivered
for the child i thought i was going to have
and cried tears of joy 
for the child you so divinely are 
your soul guided
only by your intelligent  heart 
you dance of the first beat of music
you sing on the first note of a song
you eyes talk of love and kindness
you always express your feelings
raw and real in the moment 
your touch always natural and tender
your essence is as pure and fluid 
as it was on your entrance to the world
blessed to be so unaffected 
in a world so affected 
keep shining rafael

stirring softly

She is softly stirring
spiralling like a vine that is reaching
for our  shining hearts
she sends a sunshower
of loving drops of ecstasy
they are dancing to the
edges of our skin
we are kissing all
whilst drinking those
drops that are swimming
in our silvery saliva
lacing it with our loving
swirling essences that
are magically merging us
thru heavenly realms
we are breathing moving
gracefully in and out of the
mystery of our loving

drunk on love

i do not hear your voice

i feel it as it travels to my inner skin

god has given you no choice

he guides you to me blind

i stand before you in silence  

then as we move closer the

language of love speaks its 

words louder than the sun 

that breaks the morning sky

souls merge and the recipe 

of us ecstatically emerges

your touch transcends me to a realm

that only you and i can explore

the scent of you i can taste

my palate anticipates the 

subtle flavour of our lips 

that are humming our song of love 

as our lips meet our 

love floods the rivers of my veins

i am taken by the current

into the whirpool that 

drowns me in your 

love

first loves hunger

My skin hunger for you
slowly surely eats me alive
every  bite bleeds tears
that seep to the darkest
corners of my heart that
has become my cavern
of eternal pain
i search every crevice
swim in every bloody tear
for hope you will come back
i scream you name only in vain
i cannot hear my voice
you steal if from me
before it leaves my throat
my womb weeps for the souls
we did not create now all too late
i swallow my pain
wrapped in a blanket of shame
your gone
im gone

anguish

tears melt away
from the snow capped mountain
that contains my fears
my inner compass off balance
lost for direction
he is lost i am lost
how do i guide him
home to his god self
hes not my baby anymore
yet not quite adult
the in between
a place i have been
treading water
sometimes sinking
swallowing misery
sometimes rising
gulping for gods words
show him a way to be real
in this world so unreal
i pray my salty tears
seep into the cracks of
his bleeding heart to
create an antidote
love heals

the sky

clouds cuddle the early morning sky

the sun pushes gently thru 

glimmering its light ever so 

to remind me he is there

the cool breeze brushes my face 

like a found lover 

its good to be here 

in this body witnessing 

experiencing life as it is

domestic goddess

unspoken words lay heavy in my body

truth discarded when needed the most

i await SHE who like a domestic goddess

will sweep her golden broom thru my body

bring them forth to the windows of the soul

where my tears will carry them tenderly 

onto the flesh of my cheeks 

she says lets cry those tears till with each

breath we transform them to tears of joy

we will swim in this ocean of bliss

fly in the edgeless sky

walk the eternal path

trust in

love

silent words

in absolute silence

you will hear me

i whisper truth to free you

you will feel me

every hair will raise on your skin

you will see me

the vision will inspire you

you will smell me

the heady aroma will evoke desire 

i will touch you 

till you melt away 

from who you are

to what is

to love

veils

i edge close to the veiled vastness
of my not knowing
i discard the veils of
illusion
protection
projection
with a tender clasp
your hand is a welcome intrusion
you gently guide me thru
the deep wonder
of lifes mystery
at this i gasp
with joy
LOVE

meet me

i open my eyes to see
that you meet me in gaze
you are there holding
me in your edgeless
vessel of warmth
i travel deeper
into the realm of love
my heart expands
with your patience
your tender intention
of touch gently caresses
my spine each place
sends ripples and cripples
me with pleasure
maestro you are
im your instrument
each glance and subtle
movement in touch
takes me to another place
of deep insight
of the unexplored
i surrender to you, us
you surrender me
back to the world
i dance and love
always with you
i thanku

gateway

Theres a gateway
to a place unexplored
i know it intuit it
it is beyond
the ocean of bliss
deeper wider fuller
yet spacious
will it come from
gods tender kiss
for that i will be
eternally gracious
memory of its reality lingers
deep in surrender
there is no shield
its a place i can sense
i have tasted it before
so gentle yet intense
it caresses my skin
i am wide open
skin worn thin
sweet death
imminent

truth swallowed

As I swallow the truth
the butterfly in my throat
flutters her wings
like a feather falling
gently thru my inner flute
they land in my heart
sprouting seeds of knowing
opening to love

belly bliss

my soft belly stirs
the warm honey drips
into my abundant centre
i melt in the pot of bliss
you take me there with a kiss
i drown in liquid of us
all senses are one
there is no us

unspoken

your words fall into my field
its the unspoken i hear
the spoken is laced with fear
armoured with your human shield
i gaze to you with my honest eyes
cant you hear my soft urgent cries
for you to penetrate me with your truth
drop your silver armour
open your vulnerable heart
i will not take you apart
i yearn to give to you
endless lo

lost blue eyes

your soulful boy blue eyes
speak to my heart
i feel your lost walk
footsteps pacing my heart
searching for your home
i hold you in love yet return you
to your own yearning heart
thirsty to be quenched
by your seeking soul
explore the inner chambers
its the only place youll find
your house of god
where peace prevails
then come to me
me heart softly beats
waits to inhale you
we exhale to
love

pace

i slow my pace
only to feel grace
in the internal silence
i hear your silent words
im filled with reverence
they edge closer
i allow them to nourish me
i chew them with my heart
i have no words
silent gratitude
healing tears
open arms

gods tears

A cascade of silver translucent tears
Fall from the pearlescent grey skies
Gods tears for humanities fears
They hit the earth
As they give birth
To a parade of soldiers
On unwavering mission
To permeate earths
Crust to core
Ocean to streams
Nourished
Quenched

cobblestone cracks

falling in and out of the cracks
of the cobblestone
surface of my heart
bleeding tears that
evaporate into the
smooth stones
underneath is the
soft soil that soaks the tears
and softens the ground
my heart beats on
stones washed away
by the river of tears
god holds my heart
and gives it new
texture

as a woman

as a woman
i will unfold
rather than control
i will reach to touch
rather than clutch
ill invite
rather than demand
i wont take your time
i have time
ill transform
rather than conform
im pure in my presence
deep from my essence
i am love

fragments

fragments of my heart
scattered like pearls
from a broken thread
each pearl is of pearl of wisdom
like tiny full shimmering moons
each pearl holds truth
like frosted dew drops
they are the tears that bleed
the healing ointment
that my heart yearns for
your heart is the oyster
where i come home
held in love

your gaze

as i meet your gaze
thru the veils of haze
of your emerald eyes
the portals of your soul
you take my hand
into the land
where my feet
cannot feel the ground
we expand thru the realms
on every breath
where only essence
truth and love
reside
one

day of love

the sun is seducing the day with positivity
life is full of potent possibility
all around me shimmering textures
yearning to be seen
aching to be touched
by your healing hands
your honest heart
your magical mind
your surrendering soul
to transform
your day
to love

loves arrows

my vulnerability attracts the beloved
he hunts me with his spears of love
his aim is direct
they slice thru my heart
the wounding
is my healing
i cannot run from him only to him
he senses
i have entered into surrender
he invades my heart
i am conquered
huntress hunted
love

breath

i breath out death
i breath in love
forever dying
forever living
for love

i am

you tell me you are everywhere

i am in everything

i am the spider who has a web

who weaves her magic 

i am the bird that flys

sets herself free

i am the bear that hibernates

rests and renews

i am the snake that sheds her skin

and silently slithers on her new path

i am the storm

whose winds whip you

whose rains wash you

whose lightning awakes you

the flower that is beauty

whose softness touches you

and aroma intoxicates you

i am the soil 

that grounds you

i am the tree

that roots you

i am the stars that shine

and light your inspiration

i am the moon

that speaks to your heart

i am the sun 

that warms your heart

i come to you as another

in human form

to heal you

to love you

to teach you

i am

loves blanket

As I lay in your arms
Each breath expands me
To another ecstatic edge
My vibration reaches to feel the velvet
Texture of you
We lay on the blanket if love
Languid Limbs entwined
The incense of our scents combined
Intoxicates my senses to sublime
Our hearts bleeding the elixir of love
Till we dissolve into the river of bliss
I reach to feel there is no edge
I laugh in joy
As I look into your soulful eyes

tear me apart

your hand is pressing on my heart

it speaks

lets tear the pages of your life apart

you thought you knew who you were

you know

you've outgrown who you were

ill breathe into the new 

and walk into nothing

where there is everything

im in your arms 

there is great calm

i trust

captured

Im raw , open and receptive
take me ,hold me in the collective
with love im captured
and raptured
in the arms
of the ever new
inspired
to fly free
to truth

search

i am compelled 

to search the invisible

almost repelled

by the visible

i want to feel 

what i cant see

that thick lustrious 

energy field 

that propels me

into the endless

timeless place 

like jumping of the edge

of the sky to space

ill fly naked 

my soul bare

without a car

loves ripples

your presence intuits the map of me

each step you take in me 

presses ripples of love

that infuse me with light 

like fireflys fluttering to radiance in the night

your consciousness cracks me wide open

my truth swallows your heart

we are torn apart 

to be joined as one

engulfed in the moment

eternally to god

i ask

i ask you
to show me more
deep within my core
where i feel trapped
show me the untapped
inspire me
to aspire
to express
these inner gifts
you have intrinsically
woven in me
before i took
my first breath
my birth

washed in the night

as i swim in your words

i lay my head to sleep

with my heart wide open 

tears falling down my cheek

yet peace permeates

while i hibernate

i awake at 2 am

as wind howls the rain falls

i rest in my bed 

and feel the wind sweep

thru my heart and my tears

fall with the rain

they become one

i feel no seperation

i am the wind 

i am the rain

renewed

i am

blossom

i roam inside my heart
where the soil is rich
i can smell the aroma
that entices me
to the hidden buds
that have not yet flowered
just rest she speaks
i patiently await
her blossoming to
her full beauty
of love

loves table

i bring myself to the table
the cloth is silken woven with desire
my skin is soft like fur of sable
the banquet is ours in its entire
we taste with not a morsel to spare
there is nothing left to share
we are consumed in the fullness
the feast of love
gifted from the divine

skin sheds

like a snake shedding

its unwanted skin
i reveal a wisdom that 

emerges thru to a new skin

inner bliss

with intent on a breath
it starts with a small seep
flows on to a trickle
rises and widens gently into a stream
edges out to a river
fills deepens
evolves to an ocean
waves pulse up and out
overflows down and rises
up again and again
its within
im never without
love

refelect love

theres a glance from you
that takes me deep and true
a soft vibration ripples thru
a reflection of me and you

as i move closer to you 

i move closer to myself

a reflection of love

we

you evoke
you enter
i amplify
intensify
purify
we fly
we bathe
we talk
we walk
the path
to love

take me there

take me there
i have all to spare
and so much to share
with no wish to care
l lay my soul bare

evoked

evoked by you
into deep sensitive vibration
an exquisite exploration
the velvet texture
of each woven thread
caressed
erupting
like soft dynamite
i am

tears inside

i travel deep inside
too many tears i have cried
theres no where to hide
its where truth will reside
sets me free with the tide
i just have to take the ride
with god walking by my side

take me

take me tender
take me true
hold me to god
hold me to you
drink my elixir
drink my love

touch

whilst holding an unwavering gaze
his slow tender featherlite touch
hovering between flesh and the etheric
fills that space with and elixir
that is like no other
he swims in my ripples of exquisite sighs
soft velvety caresses
kiss my skin like an angels touch

claimed

She wants 

to be seen

felt 

claimed...

He keeps his gaze on her 

He feels her 

He walks towards her 

with absolute presence... 

He holds her close 

Still gazing at her 

and slowly takes her 

with potent passion 

not taking his gaze off her...

Breathing her breath 

and her his... 

She feels his desire and conviction 

in his wanting 

She has surrendered 

opened 

and received....