heart on the plate

her heart is raw and pounding on the plate
pulsing with love is her fleshy heartbeat
can you slice her open before its too late
and swim in the river of blood to meet
her in a place of deathly gold silence
to drink the blood that binds the love
then rise to breathe the air and rest in peace
here we dance swallowing our words of love
tanya gwizdalla 21/12/11

fire of truth

we stand in the fire of truth, burning

skin peeling

like pleasure and pain

tears fall like rain

to soak truth 

that was always waiting

ever so patiently

i laugh at my fear

as you lick my tear

that falls from my cheek

and awareness silently speaks

of love

tanya gwizdalla 28/11/11

awareness waits

when the rose gets pricked

by the thorn of truth

she cannot be tricked 

by her minds illusion 

her old petals fall

emerging bud bursts

with gods call

as her heart thirsts

she opens to flower

embodies her power

all whilst awareness

seeps into her softness

with transparent clarity 

in her texture

desire in the depth

of her colour

exquisite sweetness

in her aroma

purity 

in her presence

she is LOVE

divination

a divine percolation
of humming divination
opening flying doors
walking on invisible floors
footsteps emit silent whispers 
bursting as love blisters
amber golden tears
that bleed joy that hears
you draw closer
for us to anchor
tanya gwizdalla oct 6 2011

love breathes

this love breathes like fine wine
envelopes the space 
where silent words entwine
the invisible that captures 
our hearts yearnings
the wine matures and is ready to drink
like velvet the texture is sublime
its poured and tasted in perfect time
copyright tanya gwizdal

know nothing

claim to know nothing
as here lies everything
be you holding nothing
then you are everything
naked with nothing
dressed for everything
tg oct 4 2011

so poignant

my heart is pregnant 
with truth so poignant
formless words travel
feelings unravel
they rest in form
in this quiet storm
that stirs our lives
for a love that thrives
knits us together
breathes us forever
c.....tanya gwizdalla oct 3 2011

devotion

to speak of the highest intention
of divine daily devotion
to self and beloved
bleeds where all souls are loved

copyright tanya gwizdalla oct 3 2011

awareness

awareness soaks thru the mind
to enter our hearts,
its here we find
peace that god imparts
let us soak our souls 
and rest in love

grace

i feel the moon
deep in my womb
i unfold to embrace
on the wings of grace
i fly to my heart free
its here i see
wisdom
freedom
tanya 2011 sept

 

reveal

in a moment unguarded
i entered
that tender place of vulnerability
where i tasted my fragility
once wrapped in a layer of safety
i unwrapped myself to humbly
reveal 
love
tanya gwizdalla 14/9/2011

love in form

we walk this new path
our souls dipped in a divine bath
fluid is our daily pace
expanding in time and space
i let go and swim in your arms
here the waters of love calms
our bodies that tremble
whilst the walls crumble
i can still feel the ground
and only love is the sound
of the beat of our hearts that walk
and the words of love talk
to say we are love in form
stripped of all uniform
in this caressing kiss
that evokes bliss
tanya gwizdalla aug 31 2011

soul bare

i hear your voice
is there a choice
in this moment
it feels so urgent
this quiet frenzy
driving me crazy
my belly whirs
the love stirs
rising to my heart
prising me apart
as you take me
deeper to see
what is there
with my soul bare
ripe to flourish
and nourish
this love

tanya gwizdalla aug 22 2011

heart in your hands

you hold my heart in your huge hands
your love pours so fluidly and lands
right where the cracks are deep
its here that as you enter i weep
with a joy that i gift back to you
as you hold me so strong and true
the circle of gifting and receiving
births such a divine blending
that the lights shines
on our love that aligns
our hearts to dance
in this romance
tanya gwizdalla aug 22 2011

love is the stem

your the catcher of my love images
they fall into your hearts creases
then my words bring tender traces
to soften out those hurt places
we all have them
and love is the stem
that holds to heals us
so we can flower
and find our power
to transcend
and ascend
to higher love
tanya gwizdalla aug 17 2011

dance

dance
the music breathes our receptive flesh
as the rhythm brings our souls to mesh
our bodies expressing into space
leaving exquisite shadows of grace
from sensual sounds so soft
to an intensity that sends us aloft
forming shapes within the beat
enveloping our hearts to meet
we move organically to allow
the dance of life here and now

tanya gwizdalla aug 14th 2011

upon my love

my skin is the layer upon my love
i invite you to enter
and rest in the centre
where my heart beats
and our souls meet
in this love from the heavens above

tanya gwizdalla aug 14th 2011

divine fusion

i fly with the gush of breeze between your words

gently they carry my heart into a fragrant garden

where your voice opens my heart with passwords

here the door opens and we dance in a divine fusion

all in this crystal stillness where shimmering reflections

of love are spinning around my soul like a spun web

of delicate threads of silver that entwine our intentions

of love gifted to us in a soft flowing ebb

i close my mind and feel my soul in flow

tanya gwizdalla august 2nd 2011

heart speaks

my heart speaks 
as it beats
to the thunder
that stirs under
my skin
worn thin
feeling you
so blue
can i mother
not smother
eyes well
as yours tell
so lost
at what cost
will you suffer
this chapter
will pass
love will surpass
if you listen
and open
to love
of self

afar

images of you emerge 
our souls travel to merge
in the world subliminal
seemingly invisible 
we touch deeply
moved closer from afar
awareness heightens
the world brightens
weaving its magic
life is not static
we are moving
in loving
grace
tanya gwizdalla july 19th 2011

my unspoken

as i sit before you in my honest humbleness
you bring forth all that holds inside in fullness
i want to swim away in the tears that trickle
lost in a world that feels so shallow and fickle
my mind searches the labyrinth of my unspoken
hunting the words to pierce my heart thats broken
god invites me to be still and pay attention
not to wander in temptation for hollow distraction
i hear with music in his voice say
give my your emptiness so i can play
the fibres of your heart to a stillness
that will leave you full and breathless
then move you beyond your mind can know
its here that everything will show

tanya gwizdalla july 19th 2011

in silence

i welcome in this moment the silence

its here your voice makes its entrance

your words stroke me with a silk brush

you still my mind to a heavenly hush

you bring the universe inside my skin

where sleeping layers of thought lie thin

shooting stars fly across my minds sky

like silver sparks full of love laden promises

the chrysalis of my hearts core peels and opens 

to let the butterfly wings carry me where love listens

i float and flutter in this timeless place formless

where you gift me with your silent invitation

of love full of your guidance and inspiration

tanya gwizdalla july 21st 2011

come true

i taste to life your blue lips

cold from your heart that fear grips

my breath humming with love is a swarm

of kisses that touch you heart warm

you now remember what you lost 

sold your soul to nothing thats worth the cost

as i touch your porcelain skin my fingers pulse

they reach the delicate portals that sense

the heat of love your skin devours

burning in soft crackles for endless hours

your blush now pink shy of the blue

what was once hidden from view 

has now risen to come true

our love is the embers to fire this fuel 

living our lives as a sacred ritual 

tanya gwizdalla july 20th  2011

images glimmering

hungry for the fullness of light
craving like a lover in the night
bound to you in deep surrender
blindfolded i feel your whisper
you touch what i sense but cannot see 
anticipating the beauty of what can be
transforming the shadows of life
cutting the dimness with a knife
evoking the spark that feeds
what my creative soul needs
this food for life simmering
images glimmering

tanya gwizdalla july 18th 2011

be vulnerable

i wont push for love
ill wear it like a glove
i wont shove for peace
for conflict to cease
ill be available
to be vulnerable
ill drop my mask
and humbly ask
for love to enter
god is my etcher
i am the lover
of self and other

tanya gwizdalla july 14th 2011

tryst of trust

break the tryst of trust

and watch love be thrust

into the flames of fire

as lovers you seek

for forgiveness to speak

your answers lay

in the wake of the day

love is a living prayer

walk it with tender care

tanya gwizdalla july 12th 2011

night swallows

like ghost shadows
the light fades
as the night swallows
darkness pervades
your velvet voice
sends shivers
there is no choice
my body quivers
soaked in eternity
i see thru your eyes
i reach for infinity
my felt heart cries
as your touch enters
my soul transforms
in grace my life alters
a blushed pink day forms
tanya gwizdalla july 12th 2011

binded by blood

binded by blood

weighted words fall heavy
i call to god to hold me steady
as im immersed in my fear
my gasping breath heaves
as my tumbling tears leave
your pleading eyes betray
your soul lost in a maze
we are binded by blood
feelings are rising to flood
our voices lost in the depths
of lies locked in your minds crypts
how to help him map his life
navigate his heart in strife
so hard to let go
of what i know
let him walk his path
a seemingly bloodbath
of young obsessive love
i call for help from above
tanya gwizdalla 12th july 2011

illusions rupture

the heavy blanket you hide beneath
warms your pain with illusion of truth 
yet love lies so close to bequeath
can you not welcome this forsooth
as you suffer silently in darkness
embedded between the layers
your mind asleep creates blindness
fear not love answers your prayers
and seeks the heart to palpate
the blanket lifts, the wound is raw
the threads of illusions rupture
godself heals the fear that if foresaw
you bleed a well of tears to capture
the pain you dissolve to rebirth
your soul with a flow of joy
you now walk to bestow the earth
with love to awaken and enjoy
tanya gwizdalla july 10th 2011

resolve

the untouched
is unresolved
the unseen
now foreseen
you reach 
to teach
what i know
you show
i touch
to resolve
i now see
the unseen
i burn
to learn
i feel
its real
this love
i am
tanya gwizdalla

innocent love

love scented petals strewn

like a thousand butterflies 

that lie sleeping in beauty 

open their wings to flutter

like delicate newborn fingers

uncurling for the first time

expression of love bursts

from the bubbles of dew

on the sheen of the petals,

the drops of rain that fly

upon the butterfly wings

mothers tears of joy fall

to moisten with love newborn 

fingers that grasp so innocently

all exquisite symbols of 

divine love 

tanya gwizdalla

river of love

love is a flowing river
rippling with reflection
an unbreakable mirror
it has one tidal mission
to toss you in a torrent
fill your heart once shallow 
to drown you in a current
with a love that you gasp to swallow
words fall behind your tongue
they speak of love to your soul
where salty once clung
sweet love your life is whole
tanya gwizdalla 9th july 2011

love that folds

if your soft heart tightens

i will fold out your tensions

iron out your creases

till your joy increases

smooth out your edges

till your heart blindly traces

the lines of love that folds

inwards to the fabric that holds

your heart with its silken feel

i will weave my threads to seal

my love for you to wear

as an eternal prayer

tanya gwizdalla july 5th 2011

salvation

as you stand heavy hearted in your darkness
reach thru the veil to take my hand to lightness
unclench your heart to let go of your grievances
place them in the shadow with the hand of forgiveness
you will fly on the wings of your heart to reach salvation
the egos version lived will only create confusion
take yourself out of the lures of lifes temptation
bring yourself home to honor, love and devotion
your peel away your skins of leather
the armor you have built to weather
the story of the life you walk in
awake yet asleep creating separation
allow your heart to soften yet strengthen
to the life that you have been divinely given
here you will find peace

tanya gwizdalla july 4th 2011

heart is the moon

her heart is the moon
her soul is the spoon
that feeds her the world
like the oyster thats pearled
they are jewels in her eyes
their beauty belies
the wisdom she eminates
to all that she penetrates
she is life breathing
love living

tanya gwizdalla july 4 2011

echo of my heart

i hear the echo of your footprints as they depart
they thump like heavy thuds vibrating in my heart
pounding against the chambers where we once 
danced our souls to touch with passionate salience
then loved till we were soaked in our tears of desire
now our love has smothered and killed the fire
memories now locked in my oceanic body deep
in times of sorrow they seep out to escape and weep
those tears now flooding a healing balm of rain
that ease my lonely heart clouded with pain
god cuddles those clouds to rest me in his love
then safely delivers me back to self love
tanya gwizdalla 30th june 2011

her textural rising

im thrust in the the eye of the storm, willingly led
thrashed against my now tattered edges, dangling by a thread
in the heavy downpour i am blissfully drenched
god cleansing my soul to be quenched
lightening strikes to awaken the sleeping snake
she whips thru my soul like a hurricane with a lust that takes
she snips at the knots in her pathway
she can be wild fearless and free
i abandon all i run too for safety
she shows no mercy with my earthly form
she soars where the sun urgently waits to break the storm
to gleam a blinding light
to reflect deep insight
its like nothing I will ever know
everything i am will show
in my surrender to her claiming
she softens her whip to a gentle taming
her touch now soft sensual silk
her storm calms to feel like warm milk
i float in her wide river of timelessness
my energy body flowing in its fullness
she will return again
there will be no end
to how she rises in natures fury
no jury
for truth
tanya gwizdalla june 29th 2011