in self surrender

its primal

soul is the voice

beloved

movement of life

heart naked

one heart

words birthed

expanse of white

i bleed into an expanse of white 

restful patient observing

the everything else 

that is a stroke of colour

painted by my colorful mind

sometimes its a mess 

abstract random chaos

sometimes its a masterpeice

blending so poetically on the canvas

of this life that so wants to explore

the crazy beautiful all whilst

resting in the expanse of white

thats empty yet so full

and hovers over the void 

not knowing when 

the void will consume

me

tanya gwizdalla 22/6/12

killing us softly

love killing us softly
dying in every breath
a sweet surrender of death
swallowing sounds 
that utter yes
revealing life 
is a beautiful mess
chaos moving gracefully
in disguise
perfectly designed
to open
your hearts eyes
as awareness
streams love
tanya gwizdalla 20/5/12

wake up

at first it feels like i am tumbling, stumbling
and falling into the calling
somes days i am stuck and stalling
truth tapping and thumping
me every day
wake up
wake up
walk into your alignment
where your truth guides you
where your steps take you
with ease
openness
freedom
where your heart
rises and falls
into the magic
of synchronicity
a constant channeling state
where words of truth flow
where love grows
where light glows
just let go
free fall
into the arms
of god
tanya gwizdalla oct 18 2010

alchemy

in the quiet gaze 
essence dances within
to meet you
in the velvet vastness
where there is divine alchemy
a fluid mixture
that is gods elixir
breathing
through our blood
tasting immortal
through the mortal
the mystery of home
revealed in the
breath of life
tanya gwizdalla 22 may 2012

so deep you die

so deep you die
love sinks in so deep you die
catches your breath on every sigh
seeps in to bleed under your skin
where the whole world lies within
here you are the luminous light
even in the dark of the night
love tears up all the smooth edges
to a beautiful mess where loves pledges
to eat only what our souls hunger
to look nowhere any longer
just to turn your eyes inside
and feel where love resides
tanya gwizdalla may 23 may 2012

cashmere kisses

soft as cashmere kisses against my skin

is the feel of you as i breath you in

so exqusitely is the thread of love woven 

as hearts utter silent words unspoken  

theres a humming and vibrating 

like a swarm of honey bees

it brings me to my knees

as the nectar drips 

from my quivering lips

I am humbled by the divine dance 

that moves with the quiet sounds of love

16/5/12

love so fragrant

this fragile moment

breathes love so fragrant

wafting throught my intimate landscape

its vision a glimmering kaleidoscope

of raining flecks of gold

to fall on colours that hold

light to lifes unfolding realms

reality fluid like lucid dreams

stars breathing

i can hear the stars breathing 
soft crackles flickering
in the dark blanket of the sky
the speak of love as they cry
tears shimmer and fall like moon dust
balming my heart with endless trust
gods hands hold the earth
as love forever gives birth
tanya gwizdalla 8/5/12

unite

as her hands come to unite
her hearts flame ignites
her souls deepest yearning
to marry the love thats flowering
the secret garden within her souls blueprint
pressed with gods love an eternal imprint
no need to clutch at illusions of love externally
she intuitively bows in grace to unfold internally
here she rests in the arms of her own beloved
her heart vulnerable and uncovered
17th april 2012

a thousand kisses

that one kiss you sent across the sky

is like a thousand given kisses

my body opens like the bud of a flower 

that blossoms to reach for the sun 

I drink the warmth of your kisses 

as the heat penetrates my heart to a glow

love shines through my skin to fall upon your soul

we spin a cocoon of love that incubates 

our love to harvest the seeds of abundance

that flourish in every breath of love we take 

it is a divine gift to the world 

this love we are nourished by

tanya gwizdalla 14/2/12

wildly tamed

we rest in stillness to hear 

the language of love breathing 

our unspoken words

the gentle rise of your skin 

as your heart pounds 

to the rhythm of life

brings me quiet words 

that seep under my skin 

they drown to love 

in the sea of my blood

i am bound yet free

and wildly tamed 

in this union

tanya gwizdalla jan 23rd 2012

never know

i never know
when it will show
that side of you
that feels blue
it comes like a storm
feels like a thorn
i bleed tears
as my heart fears
that ill get lost
in this cloud of frost
then you hold me
till i feel free
of the pain
love is the rain
tanya gwizdalla 17/1/2012

night dreaming

 
visions push thru the membrane of my mind
once seeded thoughts embryonic
they erupt to birth and travel free to find
dreams that live in the limbic
past present future enmesh
there is no separation of thought
my heart sword comes down to thresh
the tangled web where threads are caught
i swim free in a sea of fluid thats warm
i sink through beyond the layers
into vast spatial places, i am calm
dropping into nothing my heart whispers
i am nowhere
yet everywhere
tanya gwizdalla 18/1/2012

stillness she moves

i walk naked with only the touch of my raw heart 
to feel where my minds illusions have kept me apart
from the god within that sits eternally patient
in the stillness she moves so gracefully silent
to unite my soul to the unseen collective of love
that is felt from deep in the earth to the skies above
tanya gwizdalla 2.1.12