words birthed

expanse of white

i bleed into an expanse of white 

restful patient observing

the everything else 

that is a stroke of colour

painted by my colorful mind

sometimes its a mess 

abstract random chaos

sometimes its a masterpeice

blending so poetically on the canvas

of this life that so wants to explore

the crazy beautiful all whilst

resting in the expanse of white

thats empty yet so full

and hovers over the void 

not knowing when 

the void will consume

me

tanya gwizdalla 22/6/12

killing us softly

love killing us softly
dying in every breath
a sweet surrender of death
swallowing sounds 
that utter yes
revealing life 
is a beautiful mess
chaos moving gracefully
in disguise
perfectly designed
to open
your hearts eyes
as awareness
streams love
tanya gwizdalla 20/5/12

wake up

at first it feels like i am tumbling, stumbling
and falling into the calling
somes days i am stuck and stalling
truth tapping and thumping
me every day
wake up
wake up
walk into your alignment
where your truth guides you
where your steps take you
with ease
openness
freedom
where your heart
rises and falls
into the magic
of synchronicity
a constant channeling state
where words of truth flow
where love grows
where light glows
just let go
free fall
into the arms
of god
tanya gwizdalla oct 18 2010

alchemy

in the quiet gaze 
essence dances within
to meet you
in the velvet vastness
where there is divine alchemy
a fluid mixture
that is gods elixir
breathing
through our blood
tasting immortal
through the mortal
the mystery of home
revealed in the
breath of life
tanya gwizdalla 22 may 2012

so deep you die

so deep you die
love sinks in so deep you die
catches your breath on every sigh
seeps in to bleed under your skin
where the whole world lies within
here you are the luminous light
even in the dark of the night
love tears up all the smooth edges
to a beautiful mess where loves pledges
to eat only what our souls hunger
to look nowhere any longer
just to turn your eyes inside
and feel where love resides
tanya gwizdalla may 23 may 2012

cashmere kisses

soft as cashmere kisses against my skin

is the feel of you as i breath you in

so exqusitely is the thread of love woven 

as hearts utter silent words unspoken  

theres a humming and vibrating 

like a swarm of honey bees

it brings me to my knees

as the nectar drips 

from my quivering lips

I am humbled by the divine dance 

that moves with the quiet sounds of love

16/5/12